peel

i have always thought… consequence is everyones acquaintance.

let fiona stare then….

capping off wanderlust week

decapitate your soul you insipid vapid narcissist!

wanderlust week, shall end with camille.

wednesday wanderlust

wednesdays are meant for wanderlust dreams and melancholic demeanors.

 

you live in a sorta state where they render you a junkie. kinda like the proceedings that precedes a storm. but the tempestuous raging bitch of a storm never cease and your slipper keeps falling out while in running motion. a junkie to your dull thoughts of never making it and never once forgiving yourself. such is the power of the mind. never-ending churn that churns and churns. but would you get butter at the end?

carla werner is the featured artist today. she has been mentioned on this space before, a few months back i think, when she released her second album. but she is here today, featured as a harken back. in the sense that i am featuring one of her older songs. it is called, wanderlust.

it was never an official single but i think it appeared on the soundtrack of saved. the movie with mandy moore and the home alone kid. wanderlust is basically a song about, wanderlust. the lyrics and music accompaniment is a plain and simple as it can get. enough said.

i watch you steal away with the sun, in your wanderlust…

bliss.

there is something to be said.

but the words seem not to link and regurgitate itself. i am still here though.

shake what your mama gave you.

this space is meant to be scribbled with garb and opinions for you to fixate. (hint)

as of late, the vagueness of it all seems to be seeping within my blood stream and making me realise that, hey sometimes it just smacks you in the face, and makes you think, “am i not good enough?”.

this topic of vagueness and competency is such a used topic, broached many times. people appear vague all the time, this is just part of the way we guard ourselves from the inevitable hurt that maybe hurtled towards you from the other party. i mean, i choose to remain vague for the very reason that, i don’t feel good enough about myself to be all open and loud. thus, hands down to those who live their lives with such a vagabond candor.

now, this competency. we make visions or illusions of how a person must look like in a job position. we peg different positions with different images. that is not wrong, that is human nature once again and how we perceive. this can also be largely blamed on the fact that advertisers choose to allow such one-second judgment to be prevalent in the media, advertising campaigns.

so what if that illusion is not met with preconceived notions? does that mean that person is not competent enough? oh no they are actually more competent than you think. this world, these images, don’t matter now does it? oh yes, it matters. in such a looks-centric world we live in, if you don’t measure up, you don’t get to roll the dice in the game of monopoly. once in awhile though, lady luck or that occasional leprechaun is good to you. hold on to it my dear friend.

so shake what your mama gave you.

and everyone should charged guilty of judgment, in the form of bitching.