this is getting me very excited. of late my music well has kinda been dry. and i have been harkening back to old singers and trying to find new talent to interest me. but all did nothing for me.

and there was this controversy that shrouded fiona apple’s latest record extraordinary machine. it did make me think why was she taking so long to release her third effort. yada yada. fast forward and her latest effort is scheduled for release coming october 4th. and its brilliant!! much more polished than the first version which was shelved. there is this listening party now at myspace go listen to it and see what i mean. http://www.myspace.com/fionaapple . rolling stones gave her a 4 stars. so yea.

the other comeback i am rather excited for would be siobhan donaghy. after her fabulous but under-received first album revolution in me, she will be finally coming back. this time with a new record label and a new record. so far there are only speculation of what her new album is gonna be like. but all sounds good. and hopefully it would be as brilliant as her debut. a little background of miss donaghy. she was a former sugababe. before they became all mainstream and popular. after a short stint with london records, sugababes left the record label for greener pastures. miss donaghy however decided to leave the ‘babes behind. after a few years off the music scene and going through a bout of depression she was re-discovered and re-signed to london records as a solo artist. thus revolution in me was born. it received rave reviews but did not deliver.

okay u may view this as blatant promotion for artist. but i see it as my music post.

strobe lights

September 24, 2005

stills was good! there is no doubt about that.
Things could not have been better i guess. Having a class outing that was successful. Thankfully all the fairies and butterflies did not come and ruin such a night. Heaves a huge sigh of relief.
But all the fun stops there. Now it is down to serious work and blog posting. The projects are not done yet. Ammendments have to be made on little mistakes. But and i still can’t stop and think how great stills was. okay. i digress.
nothing much to say here.

an atheist on church

September 18, 2005

does going to church make you who you are. if that is the case then i think your religion is one big contradiction.

it was one of my impromptu sundays that brought about this revelation of mine. i had decided on the off chance and open mindedness that i would visit church for full mass. and boy was it something that i had regretted. i am happy to say that i am an atheist and would like to remain as that for as long as i can. it was just this whole “lord” thing and having a fren telling me i was irrespectful towards god that really pushed me into realising “what was i thinking!”. i do not wish to be patronized like that. makes me wonder are all catholics like that? but wait a minute, i have catholic a friend and she is not like that. so u tell me.

i am sure there are many ways of respecting god or whoever u think is up there. and yes my doing may be irrespectful to u, but by jove! i was doing it discreetly. and you did not have to go all “uptight catholic” on me. if there is one thing i truly detest, that would be “uptight catholics” and those who think there is only one god. its all touchy feely when it comes to religion with u. you did not have to go off on us like that. if you felt that what i had said affected you, stand up for yourself! fight for your stands and rights. don’t let what i said get to you.

sometimes accomodating is just no use. one too many dosage might just be taken advantage of. did you know that it was because of you we had decided to go the distance. i could have just settled for a simple dinner at a simple coffee shop. i could list the things which i felt i was taken advantage for but i would rather not.

this post has been quite the controversial one. but i was just taking something off my chest. if you take offence i do not blame you. this is my free space for free expression.


i might not say what i inted to do till i get it. because i do not want anyone to stop me from doing it. in the mean time i shall go in circles to confuse the reader.

its a risk i am willing to take. its funny how i suddenly want to do it. my parents would most definitely frown upon it. but they cannot do anything about it. because i know it is my choice. and if i regret i will still have to live by it.

i don’t admit i have a panache for rebellion but i do not view my doing as being rebellious. because it is simply not considered one in my jurisdiction. i am not going to get something that is overtly exaggerated, nor is it linked to any tribe or gang for that matter. this goes to the level of it being personal. afterall i am thankful towards my parents for giving me a body, and we all should be thankful. but its my body. emphasise on the my. and whatever i choose to do with it they cannot sway me. or maybe just my friends would be able to do so but that is another story.

i hope i will be happy with it.

but i am stuck. and the one reading can be of help. i need comments on the picture above. if you still do not know what i am considering getting, you must be reading this in another language.

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September 12, 2005

i am thinking its time i take out the bread, jam, and ham to start making my breakfast. cos its still early morn and i am here in front of the computer with an empty stomach. but its all beneificial. i am here tweaking my assignment that got “rejected” cos some elements were not right. but i must keep in mind its all beneficial.

it seems that i am living each day as it is, which is kinda sweet surprise. cos then i won’t feel bad that i wasted the day or something. my days are pretty much spaced out like butter on bread. but the move to the new campus is okay i guess. i found out that it only takes me 30 minutes to get to the new place so yay! for me.

i have done it again the second time. and they say second time’s a charm.

there is no controversy here so why continue on reading.
i am really gonna take the bread and butter out now.

blog skimming

September 2, 2005

i have come to a conclusion that blogs are rather powerful tools. the gasps are inevitable! yes my revelation may come as late as summer prolonged by the long winter. but the saying goes its never too late.

is blog skimming a guilty pleasure grave in many ways? we are talking about blogs being in what they call the world wide web. so saying blogs being private is like saying apples are meant for humans only. okay that was rather a weak reference but i can’t think of anything else. it may come as a shock that i do read the posts that you post so oft. and that i am truly concerned. but you choose to think otherwise.